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Smaller, the Long​-​Awaited Summer

by Ukas

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1.
If I were a candle by the window
 Burning half-way through It might have set a fire on my curtains But I looked away
 As it was lighting up the corner of the space It was rather difficult winter
 Or at least that’s how I thought it
 Snow’s already gone but do I really miss it? Maybe only the part that lets me feel less guilty for slacking off

 The smoking bay, it’s hard to tell when I should go to sleep and dream I’m with a good reason not to fail my lungs and intoxicate myself
 Not that I’d indulge myself otherwise anyways If you grew up at the foot of mountains
 You can’t be a part of the sea Transition in progress
 ほら異常に不満気
 Barely know the way-out
 変に脳が飢えて
 Half-circle to the young
 万策尽きたようだ

 Passing it on to my other half

 迷宮入りをしたようで だいたい自らを閉じて 暗がりが好きなような気質
 訳もなく笑う 曖昧さが美徳だって 誰に言われたわけでもないけど
 途切れた会話の頭を探して

 裏切ったつもりは無いし
 最大の愛を持ち込んできた つもり 少なくとも

 最果てなど程遠く
 入り口の縁を震えてなぞる 足も手も動く 目は鈍くなった 明るさを捉える Comfortable being among the odd ones
 Caught up in the heat of the world But the eyes are still Till I see the light at the end
 Till I see the light at
2.
Records on a paper Reading through what I’ve said Faces and places I’m not going to phase out I’ll just take myself out of the light For a short span of time Need a space to count my breath and see what’s there on the edge of my landscape I guess I’m over-acting myself

 Head is full and filled but craving for more thoughts and numbness will not leave me alone
 And it casts you off now

 I’ll just take myself out of the light For a short span of time A solid foundation made of my reflection and memories Slowly, dissolving into pieces
3.
So this is the time to see my face
 For the first time in a while It’s raining here

 The kind of square-ish open world we’re in
 Trapped and slowly turning into waves 
(At its) High-tide
 I’m in the middle of the night where I sit in the corner Like begging for my stay

 Light comes horizontally
 And it stops me forthright still
 And I melt into the air Like odor that will one day fade away

 Right, I kind of wanna know you Right, I might wanna see you
In this free fall down

 High-tide
 I’m in the middle of the night where I sit in the corner
 Like begging for my stay Light comes horizontally
 And it stops me forthright still
 And I melt into the air
 Like odor that will one day fade away

4.
Woke up to the sound from the upstairs
 Of them being ready to go about their days
 Not that I mind this at all I’ll slowly start off my days

 In the time that it withers quicker than the tree in the garden where we spent our last time
 Meanwhile, I have to tell you that I’m still in the same struggle 
and it keeps me awake til I see you in the dark Cold air creeps into my room
 And I close the window
 It was just to forget what I was on about
 And I’ll be watching myself go around in circle

 In the time that it withers quicker than the tree in the garden where we spent our last times
 Meanwhile, I have to tell you that I’m still in the same struggle and it keeps me awake til I see you in the dark In the time that it withers right away and it asks you to take a next path
 Move on, you said
 Sometimes, all it takes is a year of evaporation
 and a way to be honest with you

about

It has been little more than half a year since I left my home country again. When I set off to this sort of journey, it usually is to break myself off from living inside my days and to see them from a bird’s-eye view.

It is definitely a strange tactic. Regardless of the change, I am living in the life nonetheless and it does not completely let me observe it as a spectator. You could say that it almost is an experiment, throwing myself in new environment and trying to see how I react to it. In that sense, this EP is like an experiment report that describes how I have reacted, felt and thought during this period of time.

Personally, the point of making something, whether you call it art or not, is to document your days; what you have seen and experienced. Your emotions, thoughts and everything in-between. The EP is yet another example of that.

I hope you enjoy these songs as much as I do, if not more.

All the best,
Ukas

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再び生まれた国を離れて半年。こういう旅に出る時は決まって、自分の人生から離れて、客観的な視点を得ようとする時な気がします。

しかし、なんとも不思議な作戦です。変化に関わらず、結局自分の人生から逃れることは出来ないですし、完全な観測者になることは不可能です。新しい環境に自分を放り込んで、どういう反応をするのか観察する。そういう実験なのかもしれません。そういう意味で、このEPは実験レポートです。自分がどういう反応をして、何を感じて、考えたのか。

個人的に、それをアートと呼ぶかどうかはともかく、なにかを作るということは日々を記録して伝えることだと考えます。何を見て、何を感じたのか。感情、思考、その間にある全てやら。このEPも、そういう活動の一部なのでしょう。

この曲たちを、自分同様に、もしくはそれ以上に、楽しんでいただけると嬉しいです。

それでは。
Ukas

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released July 3, 2023

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Ukas Tokyo, Japan

Ukas is a DIY songwriter from Nagoya, Japan.

Largely influenced by indie-rock/pop and alternative music, he writes catchy, noisy, messy and packed songs that are turbulently mixed up and fused with ennui.

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